[ItMeansPure]

Thanks for links I didnt know that about fenugreek or fennel... Anywho to the real reason I am responding:

I have dealt with IDIOTS such as this before... I dated a guy who would put me down to the point where I was confused! If I wore makeup I was a whore it was too much... If I didnt I was ugly<--so untrue! He wanted to control my confidence so that I wasnt comfortable with anyone but him... After finally wising up to him I have encountered others that are the same or have experienced the same... Long story short "friends" who try and use putdowns to create insecurity are trying to control you for one reason or another... My thought is he has some type of feelings for you... Otherwise why attempt to show you what HIS ideal of attractive is?!?! He want to blow over the fact that though that his ideal he sees you in some way WHY THE EFF would you care what he likes????? He is trying to prove a point... Dont fall for it even if he gets you to a vulnerable spot and trys to make up.... BELIEVE ME ITS A PLOY, HE HAS A PLAN ALL ALONG!!!! Dont let foolish individuals contort your thinking!!!

I TRULY feel stress and depression affect results and hormones... I do believe the loss of my father one year and a beloved pet the year before stunted my growth because of my age at the time... During my development years I was under a lot of stress... You should see the BOSOMSSSSSSS in my family!!! Dont let him affect your HARD WORK, TIME and MONEY SPENT... Put that way he SURELY isnt worth it

Wishing you the breasts!!!

[NotSoBusty]

Gosh, yall are really amazing! All of our NBE adventures would be nearly as enjoyable without this never-ending blanket of support. I sure as heck would have given up a long time ago if I never happened to stumble upon this forum! Seriously, this place keeps me motivated and constantly reminds me to keep a good head on my shoulders and a positive attitude about this entire process. Every single one of you is SO inspiring!!

I definitely gave that dude a piece of my mind, and I haven't talked to him since. His roommate, who is my best friend, is in total support of me cutting the jerk out of my life and is making it really easy for me. Until now, this kid was just someone I put up with because he's roommates with my best friend and childhood friends with my boyfriend; we stopped being friends a long time ago, in my humble opinion. However, I need to talk to my boyfriend, because it is not acceptable nor tolerable, and my boyfriend NEEDS to finally see that (my boyfriend does not live in the same town as us, so he doesn't actually see or hear the things he does). I have no room for his negativity in my life or in my NBE program. I will not let it stress me out and stop me from growing my 32D's!!

melissa4u, I am just kind of guessing, which I guess isn't the best way to do it...I have been contemplating charting, because I think it will help with my PM cycling, as well. Like you said, I need to get in tune with my cycle!

Rosance, seriously, that was beautiful. It is so true. I guess when it comes to this whole NBE journey, it is so easy to get wrapped up in appearances, especially the appearance of my breasts, and it is so easy to forget that there is so much more to a beautiful woman than physical qualities. After all, whenever I am selfish enough to complain about anything physical, my boyfriend always tells me that he didn't fall in love with my small waist, my boobs, or my thighs, but rather my mind, my smile, and my strong sense of self. Otherwise, he says, he wouldn't stick around. I need to learn not to let others get to me as much so that I never lose myself. This jerk has been saying things for the past 2+ years about my breasts, and I guess this past time was just the straw that broke the camel's back. That, and I am slightly estrogen dominant at the moment, hence the easy tears. haha! When the tears did slip, I actually remembered how long it had been since I had cried! I can't believe I let him be the one to break the streak! NEVER AGAIN! I will always re-read your post whenever I am feeling unmotivated in this journey. It was seriously beautiful, and I thank you!

ItMeansPure, you might be right. When I really think about it, he didn't really have anything nice to say when my boyfriend and I first started dating, and my boyfriend is one of his longtime friends!! Needless to say, my boyfriend was pretty offended and mad about it, and maybe this is why. Well, he will never have me B-cups or D-cups. Beyond that, he will never again capture my emotions in any kind of way, especially in negative ones. You can't please everyone, so why even try? And why would I want to be his kind of ideal? I could never stoop down to that level, because I am sure my personality would have to go out the window too. I am very glad to here that you datED (past tense) an asshole, in the sense that I am very glad that you dumped him on his butt. I am also very sorry about your father and your pet. I cannot even imagine what kind of stress that can bring into your life, and I am sure it took its toll. I wish you the "breast"!! (I love your breast puns!! haha)


Well, I'm just going to LET MY HATERS BE MY MOTIVATORS! Just kidding, my haters can suck it. I love you all!!!

[NotSoBusty]

I got my larges in the mail (thanks jam!!), and I have only been able to use them briefly. So far I love them. They actually suck in my whole breast, and after using them I fit farther into the medium. I haven't been able to noogle for the past week, because I have been with my boyfriend. I got a little break this afternoon and found time, but I won't be able to use them again until Sunday!! booo

Anyway, that is not the point of this post. When I saw my boyfriend for the first time last week (it had only been 2 weeks or so), when he started playing with my boobs he stopped and said "I swear these things are getting bigger. Honestly, they don't look bigger, but they definitely feel bigger!" He was in awe.

I love keeping him in the dark with this, because he provides a completely objective opinion to the changes in my breasts. So things are definitely happening! YAY!

[Rosance]

AWESOME that you know there is a difference and have someone to confirm it

I got my period on time once again Got it on the 26 of February and it's the same length as the normal ones I have. I actually feel better during my periods now that I am on PM: not many headaches, not too heavy, not too crampy, not too long. I am only taking it for 13 days. One on day one, two on day 2 to 12 and 1 on day 13; this is how I did it last month and loved the way my period got here and is going So still experimenting...haha

[NotSoBusty]

I am so glad to hear that!! I can't wait to start my cycles again and experiment with ways of cycling. I will keep yours in mind!

Boobie growing can be quite entertaining

[NotSoBusty]

So, I went to the OBGYN the other day, and I couldn't help but think, "wow, this lady knows nothing."

It seemed to me that ALL she wanted to do was put me on birth control. She even claimed that a hormonal imbalance "has nothing to do with acne" (*cough* BS! *cough*) and neither do my irregular periods.

SERIOUSLY?!

She was also quite rude, and when I told her that yes, I was sexually active, but I used protection in the form of condoms, she said, "We call people who use condoms parents."

I wanted a hormone test, and she made me make another appointment 3 WEEKS FROM NOW for it. Plus, she didn't think it was necessary.

Looks like I am on the hunt for a better doctor with a more thorough understanding.

[Malina]

I was wondering have you considered IUD? Paragard adds absolutely no hormones to your body and it's more effective than the pill. You don't need to have had a child to have it inserted and it lasts for about 7 years unless you decide you want kids and then it can be removed in one simple office visit.

[Malina]

Are you in US? In US it has been my experience that best doctors are usually trained oversees and then also here. They have a greater breadth of knowledge and are more open minded since they have had to very different types of training.

[Alicia]

"We call people who use condoms parents."

LOL

I see your doctor is a good comedian. Mine is a bit rude too (whyyy? Doctors should always be nice to patients!)

When I was 18 my doctor prescribed me birth control pills for my hormonal imbalances, and the result was that I felt like s**t and had a period that lasted 3 weeks. I've never taken any bc pill since then and I only use condoms, so yeah I'm a "parent" too

[Rosance]

Oh dam...At that rate, anyone can be a doctor...lmao

I thought you were going to say that the doctor did not know much about herbs...and was going to say "give that dr. a break, she's not an herbalist..." But when you said she did not know much about hormones...wooh...that is a complete different story! You are right get yourself a doctor worth your time and health