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Thanks, Spanky. I am sometimes nervous about the program as well, but as was discussed in another thread I can not stop. Although I am eager for results I know I must go slowly to give all those around me a chance to adapt to the changes (almost as to not notice them). I kind of hope many of them begin to subconsciously consider me female.
It will be an interesting experiment and journey! But as I stated above, I can't stop (at least without being very unhappy).
Good luck to you as you work things out!
Misty
Also, I will post some pictures fairly soon...
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I just got a text that my Maca Root is out for delivery! I'm anxious to jump-start feminization of the rest of my body beyond what corset training can do.
I actually already have a pretty good sized behind (family trait). That helps to start. I also think I have always had a higher estrogen level then the average man (I have very little body hair... none on the back, virtually none on the chest, virtually none on my upper legs, and very little under my arms). Or it could be just a lack of DHT. I'm sure my T levels are normal (or were) normal for most males given my libdo most of my life.
I am hoping the Maca Root will help me reach my goal of a 0.67 waist to hip ratio, and hopefully will smooth out the "bumps" between my love handles and hips.
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The Maca Root arrived this evening. Boy does it STINK! I wasn't prepared for that!
Nonetheless, I'll add 1000mg/day (2 does of 500mg each). The Maca I bought is from Nature's Herbs and I got it on Amazon.
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OK, here are some pictures taken today. Even though I started NBE several months ago I was "on my own" and pretty much just flailing about (very inconsistent). So I consider now to be my starting point, and these are my starting breasts.
Measurements:
Waist 32''
Under bust 33''
Bust 37''
Above bust 36''
Hips 40.5''
My bra size is 36A (as far as I can tell)
My program, as of today, is:
PM 1500mg (500mg 3x/day)
SP 480mg (160mg 3x/day)
MR 1500mg (500mg 3x/day)
I appreciate any feedback you can give me, particularly concerning my program doses.
Thanks, all!
Misty
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I started taking PM a week ago yesterday. I can definitely report a mental benefit. The desire to view pornography is noticeably diminished.
I increased from 1000 mg/day to 1500 at the six day mark. I also added Maca Root about the same time.
I have noticed a fairly constant stomach upset since going up on the dose and adding the Maca. I think it may be the Maca, however. The stuff I got (from Nature's Herbs) stinks really badly, even though it is in capsules.
Has anyone else experienced this from Maca? I am thinking of changing brands and could use some advice. I guess it's also possible mine is spoiled even though the expiration date is in 2015.
Thanks for any help you can give!
Misty
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OK, today marks the 2nd full week I have been taking PM. All I can say is WOW.
First the physical effects. What I notice most is my skin. The change is absolutely dramatic! I haven't felt skin this soft and smooth in decades -- I can hardly believe it's mine. Moles and age spots are fading and reducing, and wrinkles are disappearing as well.
I'm also noticing a big difference at night. For the past several years I'm usually up 4 or 5 times just to pee. For the past three or four I have found that has dropped to once or twice.
No noticeable difference concerning my breasts yet, however.
The "mental" impact has been just as dramatic. I have been suffering from gender dysphoria for many years (actually as long as I can remember). Over the past week the anxiety associated with that has completely disappeared, and so have the desires to waste time looking at pornography (and other destructive habits).
I guess the word to describe how I feel is -- content. For the first time in my adult life I feel content with who I am. That is truly remarkable.
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I'm getting my blood drawn tomorrow for a comprehensive blood panel. I should know in a few days just what my profile is. This will be the first time in my life I've had this done, so I'm very curious!
I'll likely adjust my program based on the results. I've already had to drop the Maca -- it upsets my stomach something awful. I've tried two different brands. At least the NOW brand didn't smell bad (but it still upsets my stomach).
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Wow, you look amazing! You're definitely developing female breasts, not moobs at all! How lucky!
Sorry to hear the maca upset your stomach so much. That does happen rarely to people. Alfalfa is supposed to help digestive issues, but the few times I tried it it actually gave me the worst stomach pains. :/
Glad to hear PM is having such a great effect on you! I noticed a HUGE difference in my skin when I first took it as well! NBE in general has made my skin soooo much softer, but then I switched to PM and...my skin was reborn again! I just started on Gelatin, and it's making my skin soft like PM did, so hopefully once I get back on PM I'll have the most amazingly soft skin ever! Haha!
Good luck with your blood tests!
