(09-11-2011, 02:31)Anastasia916 Wrote: Hi Jori, I kind of had my suspicions since you joined here that you were a born male or a female wanting to be male. 1 I don't think that's something to be ashamed of. There are many males on this board aspiring to become more feminine. I think honestly you have done alot though it might not seem like it as far as NBE goes. It's especially hard for born males. I've met some that never grew on herbs and whatnot then had to do hormone replacements and surgery. So for you to grow without having to do that is amazing in itself and you should be proud. Remember not everyone (even us biological females) can have amazing results like Cheryl, her situation was a bit different. She had hormonal issues, has been through trans surgery, so her growth is way amazing, I'm sure many ladies here are envious of her results.
So I think you just need some positive motivation, and that's what we are all here for is to help support each other. I can't tell you how many times in my (how long has it been now... 6 year!?) journey I wanted to throw in the towel and save for surgery or something. But I stuck with it and have grown quite a bit (though now I'm greedy that's another story haha).
My suggestion would be to read through all the successful programs here male or female and then see how hard they each worked to get what they got. NBE is NOT an easy journey, I can't stress that enough, it's not. You can make it easy on yourself by staying positive, but it's hard work and it's a roller coaster ride. I've had my ups and downs, still do. Then I come here and get motivated again.
All I'm trying to say really is don't give up, keep going!
1. I've only put my picture up recently, but I've been here (on and off), since November of 2009. The biggest reason, I identify as female, is because I don't see myself as male, or even through a transgender glass. It's only for social identity matters, because people often ignorantly label me as gay person, or gay man. Unlike the stereotype, I'm not that gung ho about men, not physically anyway.
2. I really cannot take to many substances, because as I said I am already on HRT. Besides, most phyto hormones were a waste of time and money, especially through oral ingestion. Except PM, BO (higher qualities), or nice cocktail of herbs. Though, I have in last 8 months being using topical solutions and mixtures, which have moderate effect, sometimes.
3. I'm very aware of Cheryl's case, she explained her condition in vivid detail. It's not a common condition, and usually I tell posters that is not fathomable to expect that kind of growth, unless you are a girl in puberty. But in my case, I'm not simply not trying to grow unrealistically big. Like, I said, I've been at this since, 2009.