^ I knoooowwww. All this NBE is making me more critical of myself, however, it's also making me so much happier with myself, if that makes any sense. I've learned so much from NBE (and everything that NBE has caused me to research and change about myself), and I'm actually a lot healthier, and feel more comfortable with my body (even though I still despise it), so I'm ok with everything.
As much as it doesn't sound like it. Lol
I KNOW my breasts still look small, especially compared to a lot of the women out there...I feel like part of what makes them look so small is my wide shoulders and fat arms. So I can see how people still see me as being small-chested...because I still pretty much am. Just...bigger small-chested...lol I still can't get cleavage...and I think that also has a lot to do with why they look smaller. Even in a low-cut shirt I look like I'm in a big push-up with nothing to push-up. LOL My friend works in a bra store and thought even a 32D would be big on me...was surprised when I walked out in a 32DD with quadra-boob...
I really do look a lot smaller-chested in clothes. I look not too far from where I started. So I really can't appreciate my results unless I'm in my room topless staring in a mirror. ^^; BUT THEN I'M FINALLY ABLE TO LOOK AT MYSELF AND THINK, "Wow, I am so glad I was able to get to this point. I feel so good about myself." (Of course, that's when I put on a shirt, go outside and start hearing the comments...)
I'M NOT TRYING TO PUT MYSELF DOWN TO YOU GUYS OR ANYTHING, but it really is completely different when I put clothes on. If I looked even half as busty in real life as I do in my nude progress pics I'd be elated. But nope. Just look like I'm wearing a bad push-up bra I don't fit. >.< IF YOU GUYS SAW YOU'D UNDERSTAND WHERE I'M COMING FROM. I'M NOT REALLY AS BDD AS YOU THINK. I DON'T LOOK THE SAME IN CLOTHES. Also, for some reason, even now that I've got a decent waist curve without my corset, I still look pudgy and shapeless in shirts...even in a tight-fitted shirt...I don't know how my body does these things...
(14-11-2012, 21:22)boobquest2012 Wrote: Hey Doll,
That's so strange! I'm at about 27" underbust and 36.5" bust and I'm only a 32C1/2. Definitely a bit of room in my 32D and my 32DD goal bra is empty haha! I guess measurements really don't mean much because my friend has the same underbust measurement and a bust measurement of 35" (I made her measure haha) and she is a full 32D.
EXACTLY. Bust measurements include the ribcage, but since everybody's ribcage is shaped slightly differently, there's no way of telling actual bra size from these measurements.
I actually measured my bust out of curiosity yesterday as soon as I took my corset off, and I was barely at 34"!
So...
All of my skin has been feeling kind of strange since starting on PM (they felt tingly like my breasts). And it's been softer and clearer. But today my lips started hurting, they felt like they were so dried out that they hurt. But when I went to feel how chapped they were...holy cow...they are...just so soft...I can't stop touching them...PM WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL MY LIFE?!???
Maybe they'll get bigger and I'll have nice, luscious lips!