25-03-2014, 23:14
Where to start???
I wanted to start my own programe threat to help me keep my thoughts in order and to give me motivation when things feel a little hopeless. Of course any comments or advice would be appreciated
I shall begin with why I'm here. I'm 28 (29 next month!) and I've been visiting this site on and off for the last ten years but haven't actually tried out any NBE. This is mainly due to living with my ex who was very negative about the idea and not very understanding about my body issues. I have a lovely new boyfriend now (we don't live together) who I have spoken to about my body issues and he is very understanding, loving and complimentary! He tells me he thinks I have great boobs but I'm sure many people will understand that it's not about what others see when they look at me but how I feel about myself. I'm tiny (5"2) and have a ghetto booty which I love but I do feel like I look a little strange and out of proportion (starting out at 32.5 25 37). I still haven't told the bf that I've started NBE. My goal would be a lovely C cup at around 36".
So what made me take the plunge? Just before Christmas I was with a group of people and took off my jumper and accidentally lifted my tshirt in the process. I was wearing a bra I know is a little ill fitting and not very flattering. I was mortified! Afterwards someone who is very close to me spoke to me about loosing weight (I am very into exercise) and made a comment about me loosing my chest. I was soo upset. For weeks this comment plagued me. One night on a total whim I bought a 3 month supply of the breast enhancement pills perfect c. Years ago I remember them getting a lot of press because a handful of celeb had used them. I bought them out of a feeling of desperation. I regretted it when they arrived as I did my research and know that the ingredients in them are very low and not many people have reported good results.
Oh well. So rather than just feel like I've wasted my money I though I would throw myself in at the deep end. I've read loads of posts and done a bit of research. I must admit I was terrified to begin with and a little overwhelmed. So here goes from memory what I have been doing so far.
January - Before taking any herbs I wanted to get myself into a steady routine so started with breast massage 150 per day using baby oil.
I was taking some vitamins anyway:
1x vitamin c
1x vitamin b complex
3x maca tablets (from holland and barret) for fatigue and stress.
February
Increased massage to 150 twice per day and switched to almond oil
vitamins and maca as above
started taking perfect c
Looked into hypnosis - listened to blakes talk a few times but not consistently
March
as above with supplements/herbs
About two weeks ago I switched to massaging with flaxseed oil.
I also found BB and RMR. I truly believe that these have made a huge difference. I try to listed to BB every morning and RMR a few times per week. Since adding flax and BB/RMR I have woken some mornings with sore boobs and noticed they are sensitive when touched (a bonus!). They feel more swollen and I can see a bit of a difference.
I have also tried a bit harder with blakes talk. I do like them and believe they work but I struggle to stick to it. I either fall asleep or struggle to fit it in; particularly if my bf stays over.
Yesterday I used MR for the first time and have tried it again today. This is just because I have back pain and used deep heat on it then remembered that I've seen a few people have had success with it. i will probably just do this a couple of times per week until I've researched it a bit more.
Today I finished my first bottle of perfect C and measure 34". Not sure if this is real growth and whether I can attribute it to the perfect C pills.
I think the plan for now will be:
BB/RMR every day
massage 150 twice per day with fso
massage mr twice a week
perfect c
vitamin A & C
Maca (because I like it rather than for the NBE)
After I have finished up my perfect c I may consider a different range of herbs. I want to do more research first though as I have a BC implant and really deeply do not want babies!
Thanks for listening x
I wanted to start my own programe threat to help me keep my thoughts in order and to give me motivation when things feel a little hopeless. Of course any comments or advice would be appreciated
I shall begin with why I'm here. I'm 28 (29 next month!) and I've been visiting this site on and off for the last ten years but haven't actually tried out any NBE. This is mainly due to living with my ex who was very negative about the idea and not very understanding about my body issues. I have a lovely new boyfriend now (we don't live together) who I have spoken to about my body issues and he is very understanding, loving and complimentary! He tells me he thinks I have great boobs but I'm sure many people will understand that it's not about what others see when they look at me but how I feel about myself. I'm tiny (5"2) and have a ghetto booty which I love but I do feel like I look a little strange and out of proportion (starting out at 32.5 25 37). I still haven't told the bf that I've started NBE. My goal would be a lovely C cup at around 36".
So what made me take the plunge? Just before Christmas I was with a group of people and took off my jumper and accidentally lifted my tshirt in the process. I was wearing a bra I know is a little ill fitting and not very flattering. I was mortified! Afterwards someone who is very close to me spoke to me about loosing weight (I am very into exercise) and made a comment about me loosing my chest. I was soo upset. For weeks this comment plagued me. One night on a total whim I bought a 3 month supply of the breast enhancement pills perfect c. Years ago I remember them getting a lot of press because a handful of celeb had used them. I bought them out of a feeling of desperation. I regretted it when they arrived as I did my research and know that the ingredients in them are very low and not many people have reported good results.
Oh well. So rather than just feel like I've wasted my money I though I would throw myself in at the deep end. I've read loads of posts and done a bit of research. I must admit I was terrified to begin with and a little overwhelmed. So here goes from memory what I have been doing so far.
January - Before taking any herbs I wanted to get myself into a steady routine so started with breast massage 150 per day using baby oil.
I was taking some vitamins anyway:
1x vitamin c
1x vitamin b complex
3x maca tablets (from holland and barret) for fatigue and stress.
February
Increased massage to 150 twice per day and switched to almond oil
vitamins and maca as above
started taking perfect c
Looked into hypnosis - listened to blakes talk a few times but not consistently
March
as above with supplements/herbs
About two weeks ago I switched to massaging with flaxseed oil.
I also found BB and RMR. I truly believe that these have made a huge difference. I try to listed to BB every morning and RMR a few times per week. Since adding flax and BB/RMR I have woken some mornings with sore boobs and noticed they are sensitive when touched (a bonus!). They feel more swollen and I can see a bit of a difference.
I have also tried a bit harder with blakes talk. I do like them and believe they work but I struggle to stick to it. I either fall asleep or struggle to fit it in; particularly if my bf stays over.
Yesterday I used MR for the first time and have tried it again today. This is just because I have back pain and used deep heat on it then remembered that I've seen a few people have had success with it. i will probably just do this a couple of times per week until I've researched it a bit more.
Today I finished my first bottle of perfect C and measure 34". Not sure if this is real growth and whether I can attribute it to the perfect C pills.
I think the plan for now will be:
BB/RMR every day
massage 150 twice per day with fso
massage mr twice a week
perfect c
vitamin A & C
Maca (because I like it rather than for the NBE)
After I have finished up my perfect c I may consider a different range of herbs. I want to do more research first though as I have a BC implant and really deeply do not want babies!
Thanks for listening x