01-08-2014, 17:01
I have been at this for 6 months now. I have tried my very best to give NBE a shot, as much as I can with our busy life and limited budget. I have made time to pump an hour a day, almost every day for the last 6 months, despite the fact that I always have so many other things I need to be doing.
I actually started out seeing great results with pumping at first. At one point only a couple months in I measured almost 1 1/2" bigger than when I started. Then my progress came to a halt and now despite adding different massages and taking Vitamin C and D, I am still going backward each month. I am nearing the size and shape I was when I started 6 months ago.
Hubby is supportive of what I'm doing because he loves me and knows how much my breast size has bothered me, but he also thinks I'm fine the way I started. Because of that, it can be hard for him to see spending a lot of money on NBE. I talked to him just last night about having hormones tested and he, of course, told me I should just go ahead and get the saliva test if that's what I need. My problems are
1) even with his insistence that I should do it, I know $265 is still a lot of money for our family
2) even after all my reading about hormones I'm still not positive about which ones I need checked and what the best way to do that is
3) any kind of herbs or anything that I start taking is going to cost even more money that we don't really have
I started with a NB pump because it was a one time cost and could possibly work on its own so it seemed like a pretty good investment but not I'm just so lost as to what else I can do without spending a lot of money. I'm afraid to quit NBE because I ruled out the idea of surgery already so I know I would just be stuck this size forever. I just hate the idea that I could dive farther in to this only to be the same size in 6 months and have spent hundreds of $$.
Is it time to just hang up the bra straps and call it quits??
I actually started out seeing great results with pumping at first. At one point only a couple months in I measured almost 1 1/2" bigger than when I started. Then my progress came to a halt and now despite adding different massages and taking Vitamin C and D, I am still going backward each month. I am nearing the size and shape I was when I started 6 months ago.
Hubby is supportive of what I'm doing because he loves me and knows how much my breast size has bothered me, but he also thinks I'm fine the way I started. Because of that, it can be hard for him to see spending a lot of money on NBE. I talked to him just last night about having hormones tested and he, of course, told me I should just go ahead and get the saliva test if that's what I need. My problems are
1) even with his insistence that I should do it, I know $265 is still a lot of money for our family
2) even after all my reading about hormones I'm still not positive about which ones I need checked and what the best way to do that is
3) any kind of herbs or anything that I start taking is going to cost even more money that we don't really have
I started with a NB pump because it was a one time cost and could possibly work on its own so it seemed like a pretty good investment but not I'm just so lost as to what else I can do without spending a lot of money. I'm afraid to quit NBE because I ruled out the idea of surgery already so I know I would just be stuck this size forever. I just hate the idea that I could dive farther in to this only to be the same size in 6 months and have spent hundreds of $$.
Is it time to just hang up the bra straps and call it quits??