[Akitsu]

Well I've lost track of how many times I've tried new things. Not all of them are documented on this website either, so that makes me even sadder. My last try I did see growth, an inch in a month I believe, but then lost it. Back to 29". I went through a stressful move, promotion at work, and knew I was too burdened at the time for me to stay on a regular program and my body actually RECEIVE the help. Without going into details, I confronted a serious childhood trauma a couple of weeks ago that was related to my personal image. "Boyish figure" was the term that was always used. So my 12 year old body grew 2 inches taller, and NOTHING ELSE GREW AT ALL. Anyways, after confronting my trauma, I felt better about myself. No longer tied to the image of the boyish figure, I felt like I was really stepping up in life and moving on with what I want.

A couple days later I noticed my breasts had swelled up. They seemed to have that *jiggle* and felt weightier. I do NOT have a consistent cycle, never have and MAY never have, so I had hoped my body was finally moving on too, but perhaps it was my period, which I hadn't had in 6 weeks. I measured 30". Sure enough, it was my period, which was kind of a bummer, but I tried not to let it bother me. Funny thing is, I've been off my period for a week and they have stayed at the consistent 30"! I know this forum doesn't have much room with human psychology, but maybe it played a part for me. Maybe I was inhibiting myself by being afraid to confront my trauma.

It inspired me to try again. I've been massaging every day (more for the little one) while waiting for PM to arrive. I really tried avoiding the usage of this stuff because I'm pretty sure I'm E dominant. And yes, I know it would be helpful and less dangerous to get a test done, but I'm not seriously approaching this with a body builder's attitude and I plan on staying in the range of normal dosage for what I take and just listen to my body and take a break every 4 weeks. I'm low on funds, so please respect that.

I'm taking this until I gather the rest of my supplies:
500 mg PM
PC cream 1x

What I plan on taking in addition to that:
2000 MSM (work up to it of course)
spearmint tea

I'm 20, weigh 93 lbs, and 5'3". Yes I have tried gaining weight. I've never gotten past 99 lbs, so I gave up. Hopefully now that the stress has calmed down (I'm an anxious person) I can see some progress. I think it's time for me to blossom!

[HeroinFox]

Good luck! Hopeful, you'll start noticing a change. sending you big boobie vibes.

[Lunice]

Good luck, know how you feel. :'(
I can gain weight unlike you but nothing goes to breasts, that's why I decided I want to be skinny to balance everything out but people tell me, and even my parents, that I don't look any feminine and say it's my fault, but it's not, I can not gain fat up there...
My period is in a day or two so I am constantly crying over it the past week... x_x
I never had PMS before, now I get mood swings and acne, ugh.Maybe my progesterone is finally rising, I am 19 and estrogen dominant I think too.

[Akitsu]

Okay, after some thinking and more research (never can get enough, I've been on this forum for a year and I'm still researching) and I think I'm going to change up my program just a little.

Vit C 500mg
PM 500mg
MSM 2000mg (half morning, half night)
multivitamin
Ginko Biloba 120mg
L-arginine 1000mg (morning)
L-lysine 500mg (night)
PC cream (when I figure out which box it's in...)

My hubby and I recently moved. It's around here somewhere.
I'm going to take L-arginine and L-lysine a little apart and lower of L-lysine because there is some controversy about taking them together. I'm starting the program without L-lysine for a couple weeks just so when I add it on I can closely monitor what happens in my body. Don't want to overdo it!

[Akitsu]

Also had a REALLY bad experience trying to take the pills this morning, lol. I took the small ones first and tried to work up to the big ones, which previously helped me out. This is like my 3rd program, and I'm pretty confident this one is the charm, but I say that so y'all know this is NOT the first time I've swallowed pills regularly and I STARTED CHOKING! I mean I could breathe, but it was lodged in my throat and my husband came running and used the Heimlich on me to get it out! After that he tried to cut it in half to see if that could fit, and I started choking again. Needless to say I didn't start the rest of the program today. He bought a mortar and pestle and we're going to crush up my pills (right before I take them so they're still fresh) and put them in a small amount of OJ so I can take it like a big shot of magic-orange-booby potion.

So with the exception of the PC cream (which I still haven't found and might just have to order more right before I find mine) and the L-lysine, I BEGIN TOMORROW!!!

Oh, and I'm listening to booby hypnosis at night. I'll post what it's called later, cuz it's something I downloaded, but it's not anything I've seen talked about here.

Wish me luck girls! I felt growing pains yesterday, I'm crossing my fingers!

[Akitsu]

Good luck, know how you feel. :'(
I can gain weight unlike you but nothing goes to breasts, that's why I decided I want to be skinny to balance everything out but people tell me, and even my parents, that I don't look any feminine and say it's my fault, but it's not, I can not gain fat up there...
My period is in a day or two so I am constantly crying over it the past week... x_x
I never had PMS before, now I get mood swings and acne, ugh.Maybe my progesterone is finally rising, I am 19 and estrogen dominant I think too.

I know what you mean! Every time I visit my parents they always comment about me eating more, doesn't your hubby feed you, etc. I just have a high metabolism. I eat little but often. But we twigs still have nice figures!

And I started with just PM for 5 days just to see how it would affect me. It's not AWFUL for me, but yes I have been grumpy. And yesterday I cried like a baby over nothing, which made me cry harder...
So far it's not so bad that it changes how I act at work, which is really important to me, we can make it through this!

[Akitsu]

I started today! And got my first PM headache, so I'm drinking TONS of water. Well, a lot for me. Which isn't much...

My OJ mix of pills didn't taste really funny, so I think I'm going to stick with that. Also, it might just be my imagination, but my girls feel kind of heavy. I'm going to FORCE myself not to measure a ton in case I get my hopes up. Just going to give them lots of love and measure in a week, maybe two.

Feeling so impatient though! Really feel like I struck gold with what I created. I took 4 user programs from here and basically am taking what they all have in common, with the exception of not taking a testosterone lowerer (if that's a word) because I'm fairly confident mine is already low. We'll see!