[AthenaGirl]

So, you think it... you believe it...ya feel it... it happens. Basically right?
Well, growing up.. I ALWAYS thought I'd have big breasts. My mom, Gma, Aunt, Cousins... errrryboddyyy in my fam had big boobs so, I thought It was a given thing. Always "knew" they were gonna get big. I was getting excited when puberty happened (around 12) and I had cleavage when I'd wear tank tops and my boobs looked nice with tight shirts. 
I thought, they're just gonna get bigger from there. I lost baby fat n grew taller and poof. 
Still had my thought of "They're obviously going to get bigger., I'm young"

Nada. There had been a phase when I was younger where I wanted to be like my dad and brothers. Didnt want boobs. hated the thought. cried when mom would put dresses on me. wanted to be a lil boy and even thought "wouldnt boobs get in the way of me playing and running??"

but still. you can say, maybe subconsciously  I told my body to not grow them. But there is manyyyy stories of lesbians, tomboys, and transgenders who always felt like a man inside and taped their boobs down once they started growing and some ended up with big knockers they try to hide. Why wouldn't their mind give them what they wanted?

Also my "wanting to be a boy" thoughts were around the age of 6. I started getting a womanly shape at 12, even had thicker thighs and butt.... but ya grew taller and poof.

The point, I swore I'd get breast I thought that was in my nature and was so excited for years and didnt care if my friends were getting bigger boobs first. I thought, I'm a late bloomer, when it comes it'll be bigger than theirs anyway.

So isn't tht considered placebo? How come my body didnt give me what I thought forsure would happen?
Not to sound negative but whaaa

[Happyme]

Athena
Remember to be careful what you wish for.
Well it looks like when you didnt want boobs the thought stuck.
So now you have to have the other positive thoughts and before you know it Poof.
There is something simple amiss is your system. Once it gets straight I'm sure you will be the girl of your dreams, and probably the dream of many of the men in your neighborhood too.
Bobbi

[AthenaGirl]

Athena
Remember to be careful what you wish for.
Well it looks like when you didnt want boobs the thought stuck.
So now you have to have the other positive thoughts and before you know it Poof.
There is something simple amiss is your system. Once it gets straight I'm sure you will be the girl of your dreams, and probably the dream of many of the men in your neighborhood too.
Bobbi

Hello and always thankyou for replying 

Yes I didn't want them when I was like 6 but thats why I mentioned, when I did start growing (around 12-13) I was already in the positive happy place of "for suuuureee they'll get big, every female in my family got that boobie gene." Didn't sweat it or get worried. My mom got huge boobs when she was 12 so I thought I must just be a late bloomer. So basically around 13yr-17 I was playing the waiting game but I was excited about how big I would be when I officially blossom. I lost (baby?) fat, boobs and butt shrunk around 15 maybe. Then finally hitting 18 I was like uhhh wait is this right? 

So my inquiry is just, If the placebo works. Why didn't it? lol. After 13 I was envisioning them getting bigger too because I felt that it would make it go faster. Even before I knew about placebo effects. I engraved in my mind, by the time I was 16, I'd have a decent pair of boobs

[koyasha]

I think there's a difference between thinking something is going to happen and wanting something more than anything and thus believing that it will come true. 
I have a similar experience like yours, but I have no idea if it was actually my 'work', since I am adopted. When I was like 12, I suddenly decided I didn't want to grow anymore, it got to the point where i almost developed a fear of growing. I would put books on my head (lol) to stunt my growth and knew the height of several things at different places which were around my height and would constantly take off my shoes to see if I still fit under things, stood back against walls that had tiles that ended where my top of my head ended. Or just mark endless door frames that I walked past daily and checked several times daily if I hadn't grown. 
By this time I was 13 and 5'1. I am 33 now, haven't measured myself in ages, some time around 23 I stopped, believing that I had successfully not overcome, but rather survived my phobia, when I still measured 5'1. 

Thinking you will grow big boobs, no more than a very simple act performed by your brain, is one thing. Like you are a body and your heart, for lack of a better expressin, a 'dead' organ. But look beneath the surface, where there is - technically - nothing. This primitive brain of yours has no influence whatsoever about what this primitive body of yours is going to do, till this primitve heart decides without having a say in it, to stop beating. This construction of mutual slavery is the fate of the physical self, by the time you were born. your genes had already eliminated each and every of the several other available possibilities to set this exact for you pattern up. Which you couldn't influence before, nor change it now. With all the other previous options non-existing. you have to follow your genes' made up plan for you accordingly.
 
But YOU, all of this YOU, that technically doesn't even exist, either, unlike those things that can be seen -such as body brain heart- 
This is the YOU that actually LIVES, cause is not restricted by the shackles your genes put on the physical parts of you. And if any part of a human-being, of you, can alter this dead program, then it surely is the part of you that I would even call the true you inside the real you, The you that is made up of  - SOUL MIND HEART -  ! 

Work with this knowledge, I don't have any better advice nor any instructions, but you might have done it as a 6-yr-old, and even if not, try to re- or just learn it, it's more or less a subcounscious process anyway, but the key to open the door now is, that you have to make the first move now consciously by not only choosing, but also deciding to go in a certain direction!!

Good luck
<3