09-07-2011, 21:57
Boobies have been feeling really meaty as of late. I swear they feel cushier in between, as though there's more meat covering my sternum now. I've refused to measure because I got back in the habit of measuring daily and disappointing myself. They looked/felt really big all of today but I'm also on the 4 day lapse of bcp. Will start my new pack today, so logically they should be deflating by now but I dunno.
Sometimes it seems as though BO is working and other times it doesn't. I definitely get growing pains, but they're kind of rare and fleeting. Just a while ago I got a really sharp ache in my smaller (and I swear slightly underdeveloped) breast. Painful enough to make me grab my boob, but it was gone in less than 5 seconds. I honestly don't remember ever having growing pains through adolescence, so if I did they must not have been painful enough for me to remember. I don't know if that's because that's how my body grows or because of the fact that I KNOW I screwed up my hormones as a teen so subsequently my breasts never reached their potential.
Still not getting 90g of protein but I drink probably at least 48oz of milk a day, eat lots of eggs, whole grain bread, tuna. Pretty healthy stuff with lots of protein. I just wish I could know if it's actually working so I'd know if I should continue the 6 months or switch to PM. Some signs point to yes but some signs point to no.
I think this marks just about two months.
Sometimes it seems as though BO is working and other times it doesn't. I definitely get growing pains, but they're kind of rare and fleeting. Just a while ago I got a really sharp ache in my smaller (and I swear slightly underdeveloped) breast. Painful enough to make me grab my boob, but it was gone in less than 5 seconds. I honestly don't remember ever having growing pains through adolescence, so if I did they must not have been painful enough for me to remember. I don't know if that's because that's how my body grows or because of the fact that I KNOW I screwed up my hormones as a teen so subsequently my breasts never reached their potential.
Still not getting 90g of protein but I drink probably at least 48oz of milk a day, eat lots of eggs, whole grain bread, tuna. Pretty healthy stuff with lots of protein. I just wish I could know if it's actually working so I'd know if I should continue the 6 months or switch to PM. Some signs point to yes but some signs point to no.
I think this marks just about two months.