[lled34aa]

i've tried taking a break from noogling in the past. i lost whatever swelling i had and looked flatter. when i picked up noogling again, i didn't get any growth spurt. now i just noogle whenever i can. i don't have too much faith on it anymore. i think i'm making more progress with goat's rue.

i've used medium domes in the past but i didn't like how the base is so small, leaving a gap between my boobs. so now i'm using the CL domes. i like the swelling from the CL domes better.

here's updated photos. these are taken about an hour after noogling, so you can still see the ring marks. there was such a drastic difference between march - august, but not much difference between august until now (if at all).

[raw]

I can see a difference. You seemed to have filled out more on the bottom.

[Isabelle]

I agree, there's more roundness under. The curve above your nipple is now just hollow enough for a perky, upward pointing look, too.

[lled34aa]

my period came and went and i've been FLAT!!! i was experimenting with maca in the AM and hops at night, in addition to PM and GR. i mentioned before that i was consistently swelling to 33" but for the past few days, i've only been swelling to around 32.5 or 32.75 after 1hr+ of noogling. it's extremely frustrating! i feel like i'm going backwards. what's more, i'm gaining some fat around the belly and thighs area. i'm suspecting that this is from the maca (and possibly hops combined?)

i am going to simplify my program to just PM and GR as the major players. i'm going to finish my last bottle of greenbush blend that has FG, WY, SP, but wont order any more.

[lled34aa]

i found my old heating pad that i had put away a few months ago. i slept with it on my boobs like i used to do a few months back. i realized my boobs felt fuller when i was doing that. today, my NG swelling went back up to the 33" mark. i'm going to continue to use heating pad.

i stopped taking hops at night because it killed my libido COMPLETELY when i was taking it. i tested it out on and off. seemed like it took a couple of days for me to lose my sex drive completely, then after about 3 days off of hops, i'm back to normal. taking maca to balance out the lose of libido helped a bit, but i suspected that the maca was making me gain weight on my thighs, so i stopped.

looking back at my photos, i'm pretty sure that i've stalled. so i'm planning on mixing up my program a bit, to confuse my system. i was doing 6 PM a day (a little over 1g of PM). i'm lowering it down to just 4PM (around 800mg) and supplementing that with herbs. i just feel like i don't want my body to get used to any level of supplementation. we'll see how this goes...

[lled34aa]

i'm trying to make sense of the huge fluctuation in my breast size:

current cycle:

day 6: 31.75"
day 8: 32"
day 13: 32.5"


i used to fluctuate between 31" and 31.25" during my cycle. so this is crazy! i've been sick for the past 3 days so i don't think i've gained that much weight, if any.

i started sleeping with heating pad. after 3 days, my breasts feel full and tender when i wake up. i feel like the heating pad does more for me than NG ever did in the past year.

[lled34aa]

haven't noogled in 4 days but i can still see the faint noogling marks. i'm going to stop noogling until the marks fade completely.

still measuring between 32.25" - 32.5". heating pad at night makes my breasts constantly sore. my nipples are also overly sensitive.

[raw]

Seems like I need to get a heating pad. 32.5" means that you're a small 32A (if your underbust is still 27.25" that is). Here's hoping you measure that much earlier in your cycle .

[lled34aa]

my underbust flunctuates between 27.25" to 28" if i'm feeling bloated. i have a few 32A push up bras from calvin klein that fit me snug... more snug than the my 34AA bra from victoria secret. either way, i'm glad to have something to push up.

day 6 without noogling and the ring marks are STILL visible. i'm starting to question if i ever want to get back to noogling.

this is also the 6th day of me on natureday liquid (in conjunction with a lower dosage of PM). i don't know if it's the heating pad, or natureday, but i've been getting slight breast sensations here and there, which RARELY ever happened over the course of last year on NBE. my breasts are feeling fuller. measured 32.5" today.

i tried on an old cotton bra that used to be a bit too big on me. now it fits me snug. this is the FIRST time in over a year i'm seeing a difference in how my bra fits me! i really want to celebrate but there's a small part of me that thinks it could be that since it's a cotton bra, it could have shrunk due to washing. Still, it's a glimmer of hope and a sign of progress, albeit not a definitive one.

past few days:

heating pad at night
using up what's left of st herb lotion (massage before bed, then heating pad)
4 st herb pills
3 droppler of natureday liquid
6 goat's rue from motherlove
1 to 2 bags of fenugreek tea (because i was sick and it helps with clearing my throat)

[lled34aa]

since my last posting, my period came and went and my boobs were FLAT! i was VERY discouraged, and felt like my boobs deflated back to my starting point last year.

yesterday, i started noogling again, this time with the L domes instead of CL. i'm back to NG, HP, 4g of GR, St. Herb PM (4) and Siriporn PM (2). this morning, on day 10 of my cycle, my boobs are feeling fuller again.

here's my latest photo update. i still feel like i was the fullest back in july - october.