[misskillz]

Take a look at these pics. I definitely have underdeveloped breasts. I've always felt so insecure about my boobs. Through middle school and high school specially, its hard when the national average is C. and you look around, all your friends have cleavage and you don't.

And untill now, no one knows how non-existent they are, since I've always wore padded bras or pushups, or just B cup bras, to 'look' like I have something there, but I really don't. I'm probably AAAAAAAA. Even my boyfriend has a bigger chest than me. Its so embarrassing. I used to cry every week just because I feel so disgusted of my chest.

I've thought of getting implants all the time, I've had consultations with a couple surgeons, but my parents disagree and I guess I'm kinda scared too, I don't want people to judge me as 'fake', and the risk and complications.

I've never had any problems getting guys to like me, but my biggest fear is when I just get into a relationship and I get so scared of the guy finding out how my breasts actually look like.
My current bf that Ive been dating for almost 4 months now, he didn't get to see my boobs until 2 weeks ago, he probably freaked out.. I never took my bra off before and he always tried to convince me that its okay, but I know its not okay.. And even now, after he's seen it. I think he knows I'm so insecure about it he doesn't even try anymore, which also makes me feel worse but also comfortable for not having to worry bout taking it off during sex.. But it shows that he clearly doesnt give a shit about them cause there's nothing there to please him anyways.

I think I've became so obssessed with this I'm so depressed. I've never felt so insecure in my whole life. Specially when I've never met anyone with NO breast tissue at all :'(

I try to keep myself busy during the summer so I would have an excuse to skip going to the beach with my friends so I don't have to show the world how flat-chested I am.. But I'm getting nervous because this summer my bf wants to go to the springs and its really nice there, his friend has a villa and a boat and they're planning to host a whole week beach party and he wants me to come.. I just don't want all his friends to see me like this.. I feel so pressured to have normal boobs by summer.
Its impossible!! AHhh I'm so hopeless. I don't know what to do.

So I did some research, and I found this site. I decided to give it a try. 2 years ago I tried Breast Actives, but only the pills. I just noticed an inch growth and after 6 months taking it, I dont see any growth anymore, so I stopped. And it returned to my original size!!!! Then in Dec I thought of giving BE another try... I've been on SP for a month now, but I'm also on birth controls for 5 years since I had hormonal imbalance before, and been massaging my boobs for good 2 weeks with the Breast Actives cream I didn't use 2 years ago..

I've noticed a half inch difference. But for some reason it didn't make me happy. I know I can only grow half an inch... What is wrong with me?
SOMEONE HELP.

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[BustyBabe]

Don't be so hard on yourself! For one thing, the national average is a C because of obesity, mainly, so it's not really relevant to compare yourself to that. You've got such a lovely, slim, body!

And just because your breasts are small, it doesn't mean they're underdeveloped. They actually look pretty normal to me. They've got a really lovely round shape to them. A lot of the girls who are actually underdeveloped have conical boobs or other problems, so you're actually fortunate in that regard.

Also, you don't have 'no breast tissue'...you do actually have something to work with. This is what actual women with no breast tissue look like, and that's not you!

Lastly, you tried something and it gave you some growth. That should give you some hope! Some people don't see ANY results when they try NBE.

If you're really serious, see what's out there and experiment some more! Some people your size have had impressive gains, you might too! Don't give up if it's really that important to you. And don't expect instant results, it will probably take a while, but aren't the end results what's important?

About your boyfriend - he's still there, so it doesn't seem to be a big deal to him. Just look around at this site...a lot of men like women with smaller boobs. And lots of men just love their women, regardless of how big their boobs are.

Honestly, there's nothing wrong with you, other than the way you think about yourself! You have friends, a boyfriend...you must have a lot to offer other than your chest size. You're really going to miss out on a lot if you let your chest hold you back.

[usehername]

I think they are gorgeous!
Do you realize how many guys like skinny girls with small breasts? Trust me, they are out there. But please, don't base how beautiful you are on other peoples opinions. Its pointless. Think about it, even the most stereotypically beautiful women in the world are still judged harshly. Beauty is subjective and is in the eye of the beholder. Some of the most beautiful women in history had small breast. Yours are perfectly symmetrical and you have great areolas. I'd kill to have mine look like that! It makes me so sad to hear you feel this way. If you keep feeling like this then I suggest talking to a female counselor or supportive friend about you body image issues, not getting breast implants.

I am a girl who likes other girls, and please don't take this the wrong way but I think yours are REALLY attractive. Anyone who doesn't want to be with you or belittles you for having small breast is a piece of trash and is NOT WORTH YOUR TIME AND ATTENTION. You are better than that.

Dont let society dictate you. They'll do anything to keep women down just to make a buck off their insecurity's.

[Anastasia916]

Give NBE a shot, I also took Breast Gain Plus (now called Breast Actives) when I was 18, and it didn't work for me, and they never gave me my money back. Before NBE I was a 32AA, tuberous breasts, and in a much worse situation than yours chest wise. You at least have a nice round shape as BustyBabe said. Don't be so hard on yourself. Now that I have done multiple things in NBE (it was all trial and error for me) I'm now a 34C/32D. So yes you can grow with NBE just for some it takes time for others results are faster. I know your goal is to grow before summer, and you very well could if you find the right program for you, but just in case you don't you don't have to not go to the beach parties... they have Miraculous Bombshell bra top bikini's at Victoria's Secret that are amazing and will make you look bigger. I hope you find what works for you here but keep your head up high! I wish I was as slim as you!

[laika186]

Hello!

Misskillz, your situation sounds a lot like mine! On top of having no breasts (that's what it feels like!), I am extremely skinny! And I am tired of listening to comment about my body both from family and friends and even strangers! I have been trying to gain weight for years, but nothing seems to work!

But I have to agree with what the others said above. There are guys who do not mind 'us' having small breasts. My ex never made me feel bad about myself! I hope you start loving your body and find success with NBE too.

Good luck!

[misskillz]

Wow.. Thank you so much for all the support! Everyone here is so nice.. I'm glad I found this forum. That just made me feel 1000x better!

And thanks for the compliments BustyBabe yes, I'll keep trying! I'll get on a better program, maybe if I get PC or PM it would help me.. I know I shouldn't be too hard on myself. After looking at that site, it I feel so much better! My bf said he likes my boobs but I don't believe him, I saw pics of his ex and she has big boobs. I feel like I always compare myself to her, in a way I wanna be better. But I know I have to stop that. You just motivated me to keep trying and never give up!!!

Usehername: Again, i'm surprised someone would find mine attractive! I'm flattered.. Thanks for your support! My new years resolution is to be more positive and stop hating on my body so much.. You're definitely helping me!

Anastasia916: I just read your program from looong time ago! Wow.. I'm impressed. 32AA to 32C/D?!? I guess its a trial and error process. But sometimes I'm just scared to think of how much hormones are we putting in our bodies....
And you're right I could also just get those bikinis, but I'm scared that t would look so obvious that its like a 'stuffer' since I don't have cleavage at all... (there's nothing to push!) lol

laika186: Yeah? Well I'm glad I'm not the only one.. But if it makes you feel better, I used to be soooo skinny, I found it so hard to gain weight. I have a fast metabolism, so even if I eat 7x a day I wouldn't gain any extreme weight. So I know how you feel. The past 2 years tho, it kinda changed. I would gain weight, but not so easily too. I'm taking lots of proteins and drinking lots of milk. Have you tried those weight gain milks?
thanks for your support! I hope you find success with yours too!

[Anastasia916]

Oh there's all types of tricks to create cleavage, even a male on youtube with NO chest did it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lC1C-6Lkijo in this vid he even shows wearing a halter style bikini top and creating cleaveage/boobage so just in case, this could help

Oh and this drag queen here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cz6eIe3tBfg shows how he got the cleavage from a flat chest here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GDGy4J4qjEA male to female transformations from drag queens are the BEST for making boobs look bigger that's where I learned my trick for taking pics with my hands pushing my boobs to make them look rounder haha

Oh and you could always go in a Victoria's Secret store and try on the miraculous bombshell bikini tops and see how they work for you.

[Anastasia916]

I also found this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i3GF4eOIxD4 seems their site is UK based http://www.maxcleavage.com/c91/Gel-Bikin...lat-Chest/ and they have bikini's specifically for smaller chests, wish I found this back before NBE! These here are really nice http://www.maxcleavage.com/1461/Polka-Fa...Patterned/ and http://www.maxcleavage.com/1261/Purrfect...Patterned/ and it shows a pic of how the model looks without the gel filled top on, very interesting! The animal print one comes in a 30AA for the smallest size.

[misskillz]

Wow, that video with the guy making 'fake' boobs.. That's amazing! I'm not too sure about taping my nipples tho, they are really sensitive. But that is a brilliant idea.. I'm just thinking what if you do get in the water.. It's gonna wash all that bronzer on your chest away, lol..

And thanks so much for all the links! I really love that Purrfect Gel Bikini set.. They are a lil bit pricey for me tho, but maybe it's worth it! If I could get a lil bit of cleavage from it! :p

I got a couple quick questions for you:
I'm thinking of getting Noogle Berry, but does it make your boobs sag (because it's pulling the skin so much) ?
And if I do get NB, how long should I do it for and how many times a day? For starters? I know some people do more than an hour but does it hurt?

[Anastasia916]

I would read through the Noogeleberry forum before buying that way your more informed on everything. I started NB as a 32B and I got the medium domes to start with, it was uncomfortable at first but you get use to it. I started with 30 min sessions once daily. And how long someone should do it, that all varies. It's hard to say a given time frame. Good luck!