Too late
I bought Swanson's BO. Now I just have to decide what dose to take.
I should mention that my new cycle started exactly on time.
That's great because it means I might have finally found the right number of days for me to take PM. Now I'll just have to see if my cycle is exactly the same this month as well.
I also finally lowered my PC dose to a tolerable level (1/2 the minimum recommended dose) but I didn't lower if fast enough to avoid having a really vivid dream/hallucination like the last time I experimented with progesterone. I have had hypnopompic or hypnogogic hallucinations throughout my whole life, but they very rare occurrences for me, and they've only happened maybe 7 or 8 times in my whole life (before PC). 2 of those times I had taken OTC sleeping pills.
For me, too much PC makes me feel like I've taken several sleeping pills at once. If I use it before bed, sometimes I just have very vivid dreams, but other times I have hypnopompic hallucinations. Hypnopompic hallucinations are basically just dreams that are similar to what happens to people who sleep walk, except that you're usually at least partially paralyzed and semi-lucid. They happen just as I start to wake up, or maybe it's more correct to say that they happen half way between being asleep and being fully awake.
Anyway, my hypnopompic hallucination this time was super weird. I saw a series of repeating "tiles" with pictures of eyes on them. Not scary eyes. They just looked like square cut-outs taken from mascara ads. They were semi-tranparent and clustered in a group overlaying my normal field of vision. It lasted until I was half way down the stairs, heading to eat my breakfast, when I suddenly became totally awake and lucid. Once I become fully lucid, the hallucinations/dreams always disappear, and this time was no different, but I've never before made it out of my bedroom while still hallucinating. Not to mention that hypnopompic hallucinations are usually very stereotyped (meaning that they fit into very clearly defined categories and rarely veer off into stranger territory) and people are almost always paralyzed during the "event". This dream did not fit the pattern at all.
Why the fudge is PC borderline hallucinogenic for me? Mind you, these are still basically just dreams, and I'm not going crazy, but it's still seriously weird. Does anyone else experience very vivid dreams while using PC?