[Belly59]

Hello Ladies - Just a quick intro - I live in Northeast Indiana in Lagrange and am looking for 'friends' to commune and discuss MTF stuff with and to go out with so as not to go out alone. Feel free to contact me. I'm a young 59, currently am separated and live alone. Last January, after my wife left (our separating was mutual based on trust issues long passed and only partially due to my feminization. We still have our weekly date night) and I now live alone. At that point, I committed my mind to living my life as My Life and as I want it to be. I'm in my Fem mode as often as possible. Only time I'm not is for work and those date nights. I haven't gone out yet other than just to drive around. I think about going to the mall and walking around in fem mode but haven't done that yet. I'd like to get my female voice down better - that's one way a friend would come in handy...to give feedback. I've let my hair grow, have pierced my ears, been building my wardrobe and makeup. God, it feels so me and natural being fem. Eye makeup has been a bitch but I may be getting the hang of it...again, another place a friend would come in handy. I've been trying to grow my breasts since Jan 2012. I'm just now within the last month starting to see enough changes to convince myself they're growing without any doubt. I started with pill and cream packages from 'The Phoenix Project' but weened myself of that as I learned more...why take 'general content' pills that have mixtures of this and that in each pill when you can take the individual ingredients at stronger doses for normally less expense? I've found recipes for breast creams and lip plumpers ( I had no upper lip...looked like Howdy-Doody) and also have my supply of Fenugreek, Fennel, Red Clover, and Wild Yam Root in capsule and extract forms. I also have Flaxseed powder (powder is better than the oil), Daily vitamins for Women, D3, Saw Palmetto, and Black Cohosh (but I think that one gives me headaches). I've gotten several creams from catalogues for breast enhancement, some profess to be from Europe, that I mainly use a the base when I mix my own creams. I add the extracts in copious amounts and take the extracts individually as well. I let several drops of each set on my tongue for better absorbtion rather than actually ingesting them...straight into the blood. Of course there are the massages as well. For the herbs, I HIGHLY recommend http://www.greenbush.com as their prices are very reasonable, they have monthly specials and they have alot of info on their products. They aren't specialized as a Transgender website although I have inquired about men using the breast enhancement products and have gotten good support. Well, my short intro has gotten rather lengthy. Hope to hear from someone soon. Take Care and be at peace. When I get setup with pics, I'll gladly post them.